22 August 2008

Just came back from soccer "trials"... Was supposed to have a match against SMU but it rained cats and dogs so we did training at Ulu Pandan.. Didnt do much of goalkeeping so i just played along with them. Might have the chance to train with balestier youth if i make the team...looking forward to it to improve my game..But i dont know if i can commit to the team cos i have work and other stuffs on too..sigh.. sort of stuck in a mini dilema..And it suddenly hit me that my passing sucks.. haha..too bad.. i can and yeah you guessed it.. only keeper.. H A H A
Been really tired lately. Over personal stuffs, school and work. Went for some prep workshop on accounting. Felt like it was conducted in tamil or something. Didnt understand most parts of it and i just drifted to lala land afterwards. I have to wake up my idea soon... Sigh cant imagine the scenario if i fail the DE programme.....okay i shall not go there..
On a brighter note, schools not as bad as it seems. Made some buddies in school. And of cos a few weirdos..people who look weird, people who have weird english names... you mention it u got it... haha..Simon is in same tutorial group as me.. Wooooo... At least i have someone to talk to..
Work has been rather okay. Maybe in the perspective of others i have been rather slack? I dont know. Haha but i sure hate office politics. You will not comprehend the manner in which people try to backstab you. But never mind, my consience is clear. I means its like somethings which is not in my job scope (which is rather vague) why should i do. Unless its like in a rush or doing a favor for someone who's nice to me i dont mind. If you dont like what i'm doing just tell me and i'll make it a point not to do it again... And trust me, some people are lazy to the point that they ask you to do the most simple of things which they can do yourself. I'm a librarian, not a maid for fucks sake. But the other librarians are mostly nice though... Suresh being my partner in crime.. making 'joshuaaaaa' jokes...great guy to work with man!
Lastly i wanna apologize for the outbust in my previous post man.. Its like i was really stressed out with my life and i just felt awful for that period of time...i still do a little now... But thanks weijie for talking it out with me even though u had your exams and stuff. And jo and liang for coming down to have a really nice trash-it-out session. It has really helped and i really felt i played better that day... Thanks to everyone who stood by me when i had my off the pitch problems. You all are really more than just friends to me..especially liang, jo, jaemes, jie, bryan and everyone else.. you all really helped me a great deal... Cheers Benedetto.... Champions of Div 8.. Thats the aim :)